Loneliness.

Yet another year where I'm without a girlfriend on Valentines Day. It's not so much that I'll be sitting at home, alone. I really don't mind that. It just bothers me seeing all these happy couples, spending a "romantic" day together. I guess you could say I'm jealous. Well, I actually am. There's a girl that I like.. But I know she doesn't like me back. It's probably best that we don't date, because she's one of my closer friends, and she's helped me a lot. I know that she's there for me, and I don't want to ruin that. I never used to have a problem with not having a girlfriend. But now since me and my ex broke up, I've just felt lonely. I'm over her now, glad to be. I just want someone that I can hold and kiss again. I miss that feeling. The one that makes you feel all fuzzy inside and what not. I kind of wish the girl I like, liked me back. Then I wouldn't feel so lonely, even if we didn't go out. Oh well, it's life. I wish I could at least hang out with a girl on Valentines Day. Girlfriend or not, I just don't want to be sitting alone again.
 - Lonely.