no.

[6:30:45 PM] ********** ツ: Lets just stop talking

No..

WHY

Okay, I just need to go off for a bit to get this feeling out.
Here we go.
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WHY do you have to do this? WHY are you doing this to ME. The guy who has been TRYING to get over you for the past THREE MONTHS. You show NO advanced feelings for me. But now? As soon as I was STARTING to get over YOU? YOU ask ME to hang out with YOU after school. You tell ME that YOU would date ME again? Then during the day, YOU kiss ME numerous times. YOU hold MY hand. YOU hug ME like you used to when WE dated. When I kiss YOU, YOU kiss ME back. Now that I have asked YOU to go to the dance with ME, you say, "we're just friends. I don't want to confuse you." Yeah, okay. Because THAT is what would confuse ME. Why are you doing this to ME? It's obvious that I still love YOU. More than any fucking thing I ever have..
Lately, you have been making me feel like you want us to be together again.. I want you back so badly.. But.. I don't even know..

I still love you.

So, so much.
Maybe you just said what you said because you were upset?
I
Don't
Know.

All I know, is that I still love you.

I want you back.

You make me so happy.

I love you.

Loneliness.

Yet another year where I'm without a girlfriend on Valentines Day. It's not so much that I'll be sitting at home, alone. I really don't mind that. It just bothers me seeing all these happy couples, spending a "romantic" day together. I guess you could say I'm jealous. Well, I actually am. There's a girl that I like.. But I know she doesn't like me back. It's probably best that we don't date, because she's one of my closer friends, and she's helped me a lot. I know that she's there for me, and I don't want to ruin that. I never used to have a problem with not having a girlfriend. But now since me and my ex broke up, I've just felt lonely. I'm over her now, glad to be. I just want someone that I can hold and kiss again. I miss that feeling. The one that makes you feel all fuzzy inside and what not. I kind of wish the girl I like, liked me back. Then I wouldn't feel so lonely, even if we didn't go out. Oh well, it's life. I wish I could at least hang out with a girl on Valentines Day. Girlfriend or not, I just don't want to be sitting alone again.
 - Lonely.