Disabilities

Math class. Go fuck yourself. I guess my teachers will never understand how hard it is for someone like me with an Auditory processing disability, to concentrate in a math class. Last year, about two weeks into Grade 9 math, I just stopped coming to school because math was impossible for me to get work done in. It's not just the fact that I have a difficult time understanding and really taking in what the teacher is saying, its also how incredibly LOUD people are. Today, in the first class people were so loud that I honestly couldn't even hear myself think. I want to be able to do my math work in a different class. At least in S.T.A.I.R.S or something.. I really don't think I'll be able to make it through this semester if I have to stay in that math class. I was nearly in tears from the amount of frustration in the forty-five minutes. Life is so difficult..

Concussions..

So, I recently got what I guess was a pretty bad concussion. I mean, it was A LOT worse than the first time I got one.
I don't even know what happened. I just remember smashing the back of my head into the snow and my vision just vanished. Everything just went black. I heard this noise, it sounded like I was standing next to a helicopter with the blades running. Chopping the air, and spinning it around my body.
The part that really freaked me out was that I had seen the exact same thing before. In a dream, the exact same feeling, the noise, what I saw. As my vision slowly came back in the dream, I saw someone sitting across the hill and down from me. I had no idea who it was. When it actually happened, I could tell it was someone that I knew. Oh, I should probably mention that when there's pressure put on my chest, I can't breathe. As my vision slowly, spottingly came back, I saw her. unable to breathe, or hear anything. With my head spinning, I just laid there. I honestly thought I was about to die. Im my last efforts before what I thought was death, I tried to make my way over to her. I couldn't move. All of a sudden something just flashed really brightly white. I no longer heard the weird noises, and I could see again. My ears were ringing, but I was okay. Now, I'm having problems with remembering things. I can hardly remember anything from that point, to now. I don't even remember making this blog. Everythings just so strange.

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Greetings,
I currently have no followers, but maybe when I get some they'll look back on this post.
I decided to make a blog because I often like to just let my feelings and thoughts ooze out, which some people find annoying. (More like everyone..)
Expect lots to come. (: